| Location | Portsmouth |
| Age | 9 months |
| Date of Birth | 26/09/2008 |
| Date of Death | 06/07/2009 |
| Visitors | 580 since 06/07/2009 |
| Creator |
My baby girl passed away this morning so suddenly and unexpectantly. Did not know she was poorly, she was born with a Liver shunt and it cruely took her away from us today. I miss her so much she truely was the most perfect Beautiful Kitten any family would have the pleasure to call their pet. She seemed under the weather last week and I thought it could be the hot weather, but on Friday night she really wasnt herself and her eys looked really sore, so I took her to the vets. The vet listened to her heart and chest and told me it was Cat Flu. I was so shcked has although I informed her she was vacinated, an indoor cat and had not been sneezing or coughing I didnt understand how this could be the case, she then said it was phneumonia. She proceeded to give her a few injections and some medication to take at home. I left but expressed my concerns at the desk as the vet hadnt even looked at her eyes. Trusting the professionals I brought her home thinking she will soon be back to her normal self. Izzy has always been a slender cat and when she was spade 3 months ago the vet commented on this and also commented on it Saturday morning but never raised any concern that this could be to do with an underlying problem. In fact I came away upset being made to feel that I was not feeding her, if only she knew Izzy was a truely pampered pet and I would aways put some chicken in the oven pretending to be the doting wife making my Hubby fresh sandwiches when in fact there was always a breast for Izzy. Anyhow Sunday night after i gave her the antibiotic tablet she came by feet so weak and frail and started to Fit. I called the emergency vets and took her straight there, within a second of her being on the table the Vet looking into her eyes informed me that she was Jaundiced caused more than likely by a liver disease. She stayed in last night for supportive care and test, but this morning I had to make the descision she was so weak and frail after having another seizure and no way able to go through the extensive surgery needed. Life is so full of what ifs ad if only, what if the vet had been more assertive with her weight concern 3 months ago then when she was fit it might be a different outcome, if only I knew copper eyed cats were prone to these liver shunts, I would not have fallen in love with you the first second i saw you. But the biggest if only is, if ony that Vet had looked into her eyes on Saturday to see she was Jaundiced I would not have had to put my baby girl through the last 48 hours. I am so Sorry Izzy, I love you so so much and we all Miss you, athough you were always small you took such a big part in our heart and home which will never be filled. I wish I could give you a big cuddle as i sit here typing, I miss you insisting on sitting in the way with your tail messing around with the laptop mouse. Its not fair 7 months is not long enough. Climb trees in Heaven. Love you xx
Year without you x
Cant believe its nearly a year since we lost you, still think about you and miss you lots. Will always love you baby girl xxx
Easter Hunt
The boys have just had their easter treasure hunt, cant believe its been a year since you helped them with the clues last year. Will often watch the video and when you cant be seen, we can hear your bell running from room to room after them. You were so special. Still think about you all the time and miss you lots xxx
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas baby girl, cant believe its was only 12 months ago you were causing havoc while we were building the snooker table last Christmas eve. I miss you so much. Hope you have some turkey up there in heaven. Love you lots xxx
Happy 1st birthday
Been thinking of you like always all day. Today you would have been 1 years old. You should be here having a nice chicken supper to celebrate. Hope you are up there! Miss you so much Harrison talks about you all the time, saying how you were the bestest. Love you Izzy and Happy birthday baby girl xxxx
Precious Love
The agony is so great...
and yet I will stand it.
Had I not loved so very much...
I would not hurt so much.
But God knows I would not want to diminish
that precious love...
By one fraction of an ounce.
I will hurt...
And I will be grateful for that hurt
For it bears witness to the depth of my love.
And for that I will be eternally grateful.
AUTHOR:UNKNOWN
Fate?
Hi baby girl, I called the lady that fostered you when you were born, the day after you passed and she told me about an 8 month kitten who was dumped the day we lost you. Well baby girl, this poor little thing had already had 2 homes before going to Barbara but had been dumped once more in a box at the cat protection place. Lots of things has happened since you left and we have now decided to give her a home. She will never ever replace you, you were far too special. But I need something to fill this awful empty home. We collected her last week and when we went back all the memories of the day we collected you caame flooding back. Would have given anything just to have you back. We gave barbara an orchid to say thank you she has listened to me sob about you on the phone lots since that awful day. Well when i arrived home she called to say that lying in the plant pot was a white feather, I do hope this was a sign to say everything is ok. I miss you so very much and wish things coud be different, wish i could wkae up and see your smily face at the end of the bed. Love you my dizzy Izzy wizzy. XXXXXX
Missed birthday
Just realized i have been writing too much on the candles and they have not been lit, you know i am always thinking of you. Harrison had his birthday yesterday and we so missed you causing chaos with the wrapping paper. Now we have just sat down and watched the dvd of both boys birthdays and there you were just over a month a go running around following the boys and clearing up the paper. Miss you babygirl xxx
A SECRET
Author Unknown
"We have a secret, you and I
that no one else shall know,
for who but I can see you lie
each night in fire glow?
And who but I can reach my hand
before we go to bed
and feel the living warmth of you
and touch your silken head?
And only I walk woodland paths
and see ahead of me,
your small form racing with the wind
so young again, and free.
And only I can see you swim
in every brook I pass
and when I call, no one but I
can see the bending grass."
Wish i could waste time again
Just sorted out my 11 tins of paperwork which used to be a monthly task until you came to live with us, didnt realize how many worthless tasks i failed to do when you were around and I just wish I could refrain from doing them again and waste more time sitting on the sofa enjoying you. Missing you more and more would give anything to have one more cuddle. Trying to keep busy but doesnt stop me thinking about you constantly. Love you my baby girl XX
Just not the same x
Well I have cleaned the house from top to bottom, cleared all the ironing and now have no more chores to do. Trying to avoid sitting in the front room, as I know the minute i sit down the ache gets so much stronger. Can not believe that a week has passed since that awful evening. I still feel like I am going to wake up from this awful dream and there you will be keeping my feet warm at the end of the bed, looking at me with your gorgeous copper eyes. I so wish you were still here, they say you do not realize how much you will miss something until its gone, more like you never realize how much it hurts to miss you and realize how much i really did adore and love you. I called the foster lady we got you from she was very upset too, she knew too how special you were. Hope you are chasing butterflies in Heaven xxxxxxx
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